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I think it’s hilarious. How 4 of the guys in the group all like the same girl. 3 gets shot down. 2 of the 3 lowkey still tryna get some. And 1 trying to make it work. Then as soon as I take her out just to eat and hang, it makes me the disrespectful one. Like yo my niggas. Don’t say brocode disrespect to me when you’re all lowkey hollerin at her behind each other. I mean, cool. Y’all a dope group and all, but that’s a joke. Don’t talk to me about disrespect but you guys do that shit. Lol. She’s cute. But she isn’t worth the mess you guys all caused.
Everyone I care about left or will leave at one point in their life.
It all depends on whether or not they come back.
Then it all depends on whether or not I will accept them back.
I have all these people who say I’m a best friend.. But then they either get in relationships or find a new group, I’m not much. Then they come back, then leave again. Legit, only best friends I have are Kevin, huong, and Brandon.
Sooo nice being single. Do what I want. Say what I want, hang out with whoever I want whenever I want. No having to worry about texts, calls, nonsense that another person brings. Definitely fun going on dates with different people whether of be a friendly date or not. Its nice, doing my own thing without interference.
why the fuck… does all my friends still play games with my ex -.- lolol
I don’t live with them because I want to. I live with them because I need to.
And yet.. People still fail to realize. Yes, I live with my family. But they’re the ones weighing me down. Trust me, I’d be moved out and in school if I had no stress from the support my family needs on my plate. I’m an ass and I’m rude and cold. I know. But its because I’m bitter towards everyone who has what they need or want from their family. I have little time for games with people. Either you support me and accept me, or you’re just wasting my time.
Feels good to be able to do my own thing and not worry about anyone. No.worrying Bout calling them. Having to make plans. Seeing them or testing them. Feels good to be able to do my own thing and not give two cents shit about what people think life’s good.
I really don’t want to talk to anyone but huong and Kevin. And tumblr. I love you tumble. Everyone else is just making me hate them. More and more and more.
And Mr kenny. Mr player.gets played. So hard. Karma bites I suppose. I deserved that for all the wrong I did before. Deer god, when will you finally give me a happy, peaceful life? My shoulders are getting tired of carrying all this weight. Can I please have a break? Life work family. It’d already all too much. can I not have a moment of happiness without A story of hell to follow it.
There you go. there goes the pain i was waiting for. wish you had told me when i wasnt intoxicated so it hit me then and i can sleep now.