You instigate 9/10 of our arguements. How much of it do I have to deal with?
last vent message of the day brought to you by kevin. kevin: both you guys are just fucking full blown retarded shes lost you just want her theres a fucked up relationship in the way all sorts of fucked up. idk why… but that made me laugh. he never fails to cheer me up
1. sign up for fafsa. 2. blow cigarettes away. 3. work towards my physical stature again. 4. college. 5. conquer the world to the moon and back. Like i said, once i get the motivation… nothing stops me. It’s just finding it in the first place the puts me at a standstill. But i have the motivation…. and that’s to never, ever, let myself feel like someone is better than...
The thing is.
The thing is, It was all bad timing. Makes me feel better putting it that way. But what’s done is done. cant reverse the past. Can change it, and without a doubt cant erase it. I feel like…. a loser. That wasn’t like me at all to act the way I did. But yet I still behaved rash, immature, and careless. Lesson learned, never again will I do those mistakes. Respect…I need to...
Just do me, easier said then done.
Everything is starting to catch up to me. Karma bites soooo damn hard,
Meh, I’m used to it by now. Being put second, or third, or last. Just how it is. I’m not the best because I don’t put in the work to be the best. But that’s solely my fault. I have a lot to improve on, and zero motiviation to do it. Guess thats just how i am. It sucks, you know, being behind someone or something. But guess I do deserve that. Hopefully one day, I’ll...
“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create....
yeah… im a loser
If you fall for the sweet talking, I won’t fall for you. I like a challenge. But don’t make it impossible. You push and i’ll pull. Ill push and you pull The more you make the chase last, the longer i’ll want you to be mine. Just remember though, when the chasing ends it doesn’t mean you’re the last catch. I’ll stick around if, and only if, you give me...
It’s time to do my own thing for a change instead of going out and looking for something. Karma bites, and it bites hard.
drinking or smoking on my days i dont have anything to do. weak.
all i want to do is get high now, all fuckin motivation to stay away from that shit is gone.
Only way I can get over one girl, is by talking to another girl. thats sad.